Since being released from prison, on August 21st, 2012, I have spoken to a number people about my time in the Federal Prison Camp.
Anyone who has read my blog and has had similar experiences to mine knows that I have tried to be as candid as possible in regards to what happens in the prison camp. I’m not here to judge one person or another; no matter what their crime was or what their beliefs are. I also believe that ever prisoner has a duty to make good use of their time while incarcerated. In my case, I felt as if I had relied on my family long enough. They didn’t mind helping me, and I will forever be grateful for their emotional and financial support. I am practical, however, and I recognized that at some point I would need to sustain myself again. Thinking of my family constantly, I decided that I needed to make the most of my time in prison. Rather than spending my days mulling over all the bad things that I had done or been subjected to, I decided to look inward and reevaluate the patterns of my life. I finally acknowledged that I alone was responsible for my troubles and decision. I accepted that retribution and punishment were part of my choices I made. Once I was able to come to peace with this I was able to find strength and begin the healing process. The alternative would have been to cling to negativity and create an environment that in my opinion holds back so many prisoners.
Not knowing what prison life was going to be like; except for those images depicted on television and the movies; I talked to several inmates upon my arrival in hopes of trying to decide the best way to get through my predicament. My determinations…focus on the future, remember the past, but don’t dwell on it. I figured that keeping the end in mind would be the only way to keep my sanity and ensure success when released. Doing this will make sure that your days of confinement are much more productive and easier to get through. (more…)